{"id":406,"date":"2014-03-07T13:51:59","date_gmt":"2014-03-07T13:51:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/?page_id=406"},"modified":"2021-04-19T17:50:37","modified_gmt":"2021-04-19T16:50:37","slug":"inte-sur","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/?page_id=406","title":{"rendered":"Inte sur"},"content":{"rendered":"

Det regnar nu och det \u00e4r natt
\n<\/span><\/span>och jag \u00e4r full och t\u00e4nker att
\n<\/span><\/span>f\u00f6r j\u00e4vligt har man m\u00e5tt sen man va liten
\n<\/span><\/span>jag \u00e4r en misslyckad figur
\n<\/span><\/span>som lever i en ond struktur
\n<\/span><\/span>som trycker ner f\u00f6rlorarna i skiten<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jag har sprungit som en galning f\u00f6r att hinna fram i tid
\n<\/span><\/span>men det \u00e4r som n\u00e5n sett till att man aldrig hunnit
\n<\/span><\/span>och fast man velat k\u00e4mpa har man aldrig f\u00e5tt ta strid
\n<\/span><\/span>och nu \u00e4r man f\u00f6rbr\u00e4nd fast man aldrig brunnit<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Man ska krossas, man ska stukas
\n<\/span><\/span>man ska sl\u00e5s och f\u00f6r\u00f6dmjukas
\n<\/span><\/span>tills hoppets allra sista ljus har sl\u00e4ckts
\n<\/span><\/span>Man ska misshandlas och krympas
\n<\/span><\/span>man ska vridas ur och krympas
\n<\/span><\/span>man ska fr\u00e5ntas varje uns av sj\u00e4lvrespekt<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>*<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Min enda hela k\u00e4nsla \u00e4r
\n<\/span><\/span>ett outpl\u00e5nligt h\u00e4mndbeg\u00e4r
\n<\/span><\/span>som brinner i mitt br\u00f6st med klara l\u00e5gor
\n<\/span><\/span>som kunde, om jag visste hur
\n<\/span><\/span>man h\u00e4mnas p\u00e5 en d\u00f6d struktur,
\n<\/span><\/span>en g\u00e5ng f\u00f6r alla \u00e4nda mina pl\u00e5gor<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Men det kvittar n\u00e4r man b\u00e4r p\u00e5 sorg och \u00e5terh\u00e5llen gr\u00e5t
\n<\/span><\/span>\u00e5t vilket h\u00e5ll man riktar sina h\u00e4mndaktioner
\n<\/span><\/span>man f\u00e5r gl\u00e4djas \u00e5t att ge igen p\u00e5 dom man kommer \u00e5t
\n<\/span><\/span>\u00e4ven om man r\u00e5kar straffa fel personer<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Men nu ska jag sl\u00e5 tillbaka
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska b\u00f6rja med min maka
\n<\/span><\/span>hon ska inte f\u00e5 va gladare \u00e4n jag
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska j\u00e4vlas och f\u00f6rpesta
\n<\/span><\/span>allting vackert f\u00f6r min n\u00e4sta
\n<\/span><\/span>h\u00e4r ska ingen j\u00e4vel tro att han m\u00e5r bra<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>*<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Jag ska bli en ondskefull gestalt
\n<\/span><\/span>av ytterst l\u00e5g moralisk halt
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska smyga runt och viska elakheter
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska bli en k\u00e4pp i alla hjul
\n<\/span><\/span>och vara ondskefull och ful
\n<\/span><\/span>och tala ljudligt om obsceniteter
\n<\/span><\/span>
\nDet ska frodas j\u00e4velskap i alla rum jag vistas i
\n<\/span><\/span>och min person ska alltid va skandalomsusad
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska sprida st\u00e4mningar av hat och djup antipati
\n<\/span><\/span>och alltid vara arg och dum och asberusad<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jag ska trampa i rabatter
\n<\/span><\/span>skr\u00e4mma barn och sparka katter
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska skolka fr\u00e5n mitt jobb och festa om
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska v\u00e4lta pension\u00e4rer
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska snatta i aff\u00e4rer
\n<\/span><\/span>jag ska bli den skit som jag behandlas som<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

30\/9\u20132\/10 1982 (?)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det regnar nu och det \u00e4r natt och jag \u00e4r full och t\u00e4nker att f\u00f6r j\u00e4vligt har man m\u00e5tt sen man va liten jag \u00e4r en misslyckad figur som lever i en ond struktur som trycker ner f\u00f6rlorarna i skiten\u00a0 Jag har sprungit som en galning f\u00f6r att hinna fram i tid men det \u00e4r … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa Inte sur<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":293,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-406","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/406","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=406"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/406\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3376,"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/406\/revisions\/3376"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/293"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/destolindstrom.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=406"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}